[Oh, but their relationship is developing nicely. So well, in fact! Just read the thread below, you can't miss the passion!]

[Lloyd grimaces at the question, running a hand through his hair. It doesn't bother him that Kanaya asked, but thinking about what happened - will happen. Could happen? - It still hurts, and it definitely shows in his voice. He doesn't want it to happen at all.

I... I killed one of my best friends. And a city. I attacked a whole city, too. I don't even know how many people I killed there.