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redcladidealist) wrote2011-07-14 06:40 pm
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13th Combo - [Video]
[A letter. That's what Lloyd had come home to. A letter. A letter and a suddenly empty apartment, all of Zelos's things just... gone. Lloyd stands there, still numbly holding the letter. Things had been strained between them ever since he'd found out. Found out that Zelos was dead. And how. Why. But he hadn't seen this coming.
Moved out.
Gone.
His thoughts feel broken and stilted. Zelos was gone.
Squeezing his eyes shut, the teen drops heavily into a chair.]
Dammit...
[For a long time all he does is just sit there, too many emotions lodged in his throat and his head to manage anything else. Finally, he pulls his Dreamberry out. He probably looks as bad as he feels - guilty, miserable. Angry. - but he honestly doesn't care. He needs to say something, even if it's stupid and childish.]
Somebody hit Zelos when you see him.
Moved out.
Gone.
His thoughts feel broken and stilted. Zelos was gone.
Squeezing his eyes shut, the teen drops heavily into a chair.]
Dammit...
[For a long time all he does is just sit there, too many emotions lodged in his throat and his head to manage anything else. Finally, he pulls his Dreamberry out. He probably looks as bad as he feels - guilty, miserable. Angry. - but he honestly doesn't care. He needs to say something, even if it's stupid and childish.]
Somebody hit Zelos when you see him.
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Yeah. [He places his hand on his heart, too, looking down as though he half-expects Zelos to be there.] I just wish I knew what to say to convince him that he's wrong. That he is important, that his life wasn't a mistake. Or if it was, it was a good one. That he shouldn't give up anyway.
[He looks up, smiling wryly.] Heh, I make mistakes all the time, but that doesn't mean I stop trying, right?
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[ It's a small start, but at least it was a little smile. Just a little bit at a time. ] Exactly! And just like those mistakes we can keep trying to better ourselves and learn from them. We can't give up on Zelos, either.
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Yeah...
Thanks, Colette. You really helped a lot.
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