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Hey! This is Lloyd! Or, well, sort of. This isn't actually me, it's just this recording thing. I don't really get how it works, but it works, so if you leave a message, I'll get back to you soon! I promise!

[Beep!]

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_{[Just remembering all of that makes Ruca blush. Maybe they should talk about it next time? ...Ah, no. It'll get even more awkward!]}

...We were all affected by the curse... I could barely remember who I am back then.

_{[Yes. The curse is to blame for everything.]}

...S-so, um... don't worry too much about that...

...me either.

[Admitting it doesn't do much to help the blush back down, though. Lloyd rubs the back of his neck awkwardly.]

I, uh... I don't... love you like that, Ruca. N-not that there's anything wrong with you, or that I wouldn't ever, or-!

[Oh man, he is making this so much worse. He needs to shut up!]

I mean, we only just met.

_{[Well, that...

...makes Ruca laugh a little. He doesn't even know why. Maybe because he is so embarrassed he has no idea what to do anymore.]}

...Don't worry, I understand. _{[but it's still awkward.]} A-and... um, you know, back then when I ran away from you... it was because I remembered something. _[...] ...I guess you were right. My heart never forgot... _{[How could he ever forget about her?]} I already have someone I... love.

_{[and he could swear this is the first time he is actually admitting this to someone. It is still embarrassing and he doesn't really know why he is saying that...]}

[Lloyd pauses with surprise. Not the surprise of someone who doesn't believe, but the surprise of someone who didn't realize there might be another factor involved.]

You do?

[But that... that makes sense. Lloyd smiles as he remembers the seventh dwarven vow. Yeah, it's corny, but that doesn't mean it holds any less truth.]

Justice and love will always win... Heh. Maybe that's why the curse worked so well on me. I don't... really have someone like that. [Turning pink again.] I mean, I have people I like, but... I don't know. I just... haven't thought about them like that.

_{[Justice and love will always win? Lloyd can't see that, but Ruca frowns slightly, remembering how he was killed in his previous life by the person he loved the most.

He says nothing about that though.]}

...I don't know. Maybe. _{[No need to worry Lloyd. Ruca's love for Iria is one-sided anyway.

That's what he thinks at least.]}

[This whole conversation is awkward, and in more ways than one. Lloyd's not used to talking about his feelings like this, or even thinking about them that much. He's always been the kind of guy to just go with each moment, going with what he feels without thinking. It's weird even admitting this much.]

So, uh...

No hard feelings? Or, uh, anything else?

_{[Well, Ruca is thinking way too much about everything.]}

No hard feeling or anything like that. I just...

_{[he just wishes that never happened. What if they'll be too awkward to talk to each other again? Ruca really doesn't want that!

But for some reason he can't really find right words to say that.]}

Yeah...

[Good. This is good. Lloyd really didn't want Ruca to think he had any feelings. Or that he blamed him. Or anything. He wishes this had never happened, too, and that they could just go back to having only just met.

Well, even if that can't happen now, they can still try their hardest to pretend. His voice takes on a slightly exaggerated positive note.]

So, I'll see you around, then?

[Nope, not going to avoid Ruca. Can't get rid of him that easily.]

_{[Hearing that they would meet again is such a relief. To him it meant that maybe, just maybe things aren't as bad as he thought.]}

Y-yeah. Of course.

[Whether or not he would admit it, Lloyd relaxes a little, too. Ruca sounds like he's just as willing to put this all behind them.]

Great. See you later, Ruca!

[Click.

So glad that that is done with.]

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