13th Combo - [Video]

[redcladidealist]

[A letter. That's what Lloyd had come home to. A letter. A letter and a suddenly empty apartment, all of Zelos's things just... gone. Lloyd stands there, still numbly holding the letter. Things had been strained between them ever since he'd found out. Found out that Zelos was dead. And how. Why. But he hadn't seen this coming.

Moved out.

Gone.

His thoughts feel broken and stilted. Zelos was gone.

Squeezing his eyes shut, the teen drops heavily into a chair.]

Dammit...

[For a long time all he does is just sit there, too many emotions lodged in his throat and his head to manage anything else. Finally, he pulls his Dreamberry out. He probably looks as bad as he feels - guilty, miserable. Angry. - but he honestly doesn't care. He needs to say something, even if it's stupid and childish.]

Somebody hit Zelos when you see him.

Comments

[rainbowpalette.livejournal.com]

I hope so.

[redcladidealist]

Me too. I don't want to... do thing things people remember me doing.

[rainbowpalette.livejournal.com]

I think the best we can do is have knowledge of the future, and try to not go down those dark paths.

[Her future involves getting murdered by her moirail, Lloyd; she knows where you're coming from.]

[redcladidealist]

[Oh, he would just love learning that little detail. He and Eridan are already getting along so well.]

Yeah. You're right. We have to try, and...

[He takes a breath, then tries to smile.]

Dwarven vow number sixteen: You can do anything if you try.

[rainbowpalette.livejournal.com]

[Whaaaat, you mean he and Eridan aren't BFFs yet?]

Exactly!

[A short pause.]

You don't have to answer this if you don't want to, but... what are you trying to prevent yourself from doing?

[redcladidealist]

[Oh, but their relationship is developing nicely. So well, in fact! Just read the thread below, you can't miss the passion!]

[Lloyd grimaces at the question, running a hand through his hair. It doesn't bother him that Kanaya asked, but thinking about what happened - will happen. Could happen? - It still hurts, and it definitely shows in his voice. He doesn't want it to happen at all.

I... I killed one of my best friends. And a city. I attacked a whole city, too. I don't even know how many people I killed there.

[rainbowpalette.livejournal.com]

[You guys... you're giving Kanaya a headache!]

Oh, Lloyd...

I'm sorry. I'm so, so sorry. But... at least, if you know it's coming, you can do everythign you can to prevent it, right?

[redcladidealist]

[Oh, come on, she knows she loves it. She's the one who picked Eridan for a moirail~ She had to know this was coming.]

Yeah... [He takes a deep breath.] That's what I'm trying to do. I don't want that to happen. Any of it. I'll find a way to stop it from happening, I swear. I just haven't figured out how.

[rainbowpalette.livejournal.com]

[It definitely keeps things interesting, that's for sure!]

I believe you will, Lloyd. I think that if anyone can do it, it's you.

[redcladidealist]

[Lloyd is and will always be grateful for friends like Kanaya. Even when he's struggling, he knows he can rely on them to help him however they can, even if it's just with morale.]

Thanks, Kanaya. That means a lot to me.

[rainbowpalette.livejournal.com]

You're welcome, Lloyd.

And you know I wouldn't say it if I didn't believe it was true.

[redcladidealist]

Yeah, I know. [That's why it means a lot.]

I'm going to see if I can find out where Zelos is staying now. I'll talk to you soon, all right?

[rainbowpalette.livejournal.com]

That sounds fine. Good luck finding your friend!

[redcladidealist]

Thanks.

See you later, then! [He gives a small wave, then turns the Dreamberry off.]